What a glorious day…! I am loving right now.

Change is in the air for our little family…

We will be in a different part of the country next year… We have narrowed it down, but haven’t chosen. All I care is my husband will no longer have his current job. The rest is butter, and I looooove butter.

I welcome change, I get absolutely no anxiety from it. Bring it on!

Did you know sprinkles on the East Coast are called jimmies? Now you do…

Another good one turns 40. Blurry, but still adorable.

This little guy…

Ha! Lynn, your face makes me laugh. Whachoo talkin bout Willis?

On to patio Sunday…Funday.

I have never seen a “cloud rainbow” (or whatever they’re called). Within a week I saw two, the other will be on my vacation post (coming soon).

Magic Beans: given to me, I have no idea what they are…

Peas are my favorite…

Parsley.

Cilantro.

Ground cherry.

Spaghetti Squash.

Beans.

Pattypan squash.

The last of my peppers got kicked outside. (Holy crap these images are old.)

Almost hollyhocks…

I went to a plant auction put on by my garden club. I forgot to photograph the little seedlings I brought, they were cute, take my word for it.

I came home with a couple…

This was my prize of the day! I had to put a 90 year old woman in a choker hold to get it.

My last rhubarb harvest of the season… It got made into two strawberry rhubarb pies for vacation. J’s dad and I ate one between the two of us.

I dried these peas. I’m gong to plant them this fall. Maybe they’ll grow… That is the last step to full gardening badassness.

What a lucky girl I am… My three handsome dates for a night in the city.

Mmmm, snails. So good I didn’t photograph them before they were gone.

For Becca… She will be the only one to get it anyway.

Happy Pandemonium Day, Loves… Embrace the chaos!

Jersey vacation pix are right around the corner…

 

 

I don’t even want to hear it…

Yes, two months is too long to go between blogs.

I have been stretched so thin since I got home from Montana, every aspect of my life is suffering. I have been playing the “squeaky wheel gets the oil” game, not my favorite. I have anxiety  all the time,  I can’t relax.

I am a person who hates excuses from others, I don’t give them myself… So for the last two months I have just appeared to be dumbass who can’t get anything done.

While I write this post, there are three cards full of images ready to go for the next one.

I have to start somewhere…

I don’t even remember my trip, the images help… I do remember this hat in the airport when I was leaving though. For those who don’t know… Montana State, baby! He thought I was weird. I’m used to it.

Typical Montana weather welcoming me home.

I stayed with my sister who lives in my Grandparents old house, I spent many a day there in my youth. This is the door to the dress-up closet… Now it’s her crazy cat’s favorite spot.

“The Aunts…”  My dad’s sisters. VERY cool trio.

And I got my Auntie Mary’s goulash, (American chop suey to you New Englanders) a must have!

I was there to photograph this perfect little couples wedding. Good peeps.

And gems!

I love being back where the waitress automatically brings ranch to the table with your order. And it’s good ranch, not the creepy clear-ish substance that passes for ranch on the east coast.

I was lucky enough to get to spend time with almost everyone I set out to see.

Ahhh… I love you Mas Taco.

Yup, it totally runs in the family…

AND, a very Happy Birthday to this guy! You are the best brother in the world! I so happy you were born first.

And back home I go… (I have two homes.)

And on to the garden olympics!

Starting with dirt. YUM!

My shiny new potato box! (My potatoes are already two feet tall.)

It’s like posting newborn photos of a baby that’s now a year old.

My first rhubarb cutting! I was so proud of myself.

My lilies of the valley came back! I thought they were goners….

This is an ugly picture but it’s a tulip that is actually growing in MY yard, so I had to include it.

My nephew sent me a ton of these butterflies for Mother’s Day, they are stuck all over my yard… Thank you sweet boy!

Yup, I think photographing while driving should not be allowed…

I love helping with friends’ gardens…

CAKE!!

This mint chocolate chip ice cream actually tasted like mint, like real mint. I must replicate…

I like to finish with ice cream.

I’m not even going to proofread, I just NEED to get this crossed off my list!

Happy ball point pen day, Loves… I feel like sticking one in my eye.

I love you all!

My little black cloud is back… obviously.  Well, it was back, I was so wretched even it couldn’t stand me and  left.

I wish I was all happy, happy, happy! (or better at faking it) but that is not life…

So, to all of you who feel less than perky this time of year, you are not alone, and it will go away.

It’s kinda hard to see the ring around the moon… I have never seen one this wide before. Very cool!

Healing trip to the ocean for me and the princess. She gets sad this time of year too.

The beach was packed with doggies and their pets. You could feel the collective sigh from everyone there. We weren’t the only ones who needed the sun and ocean.

Sugar tolerating me and the weird black thing stuck to my face…

One of my images is in the 2014 Organic Gardener desk calendar, at the beginning of March.

I got a free calendar out of the deal…

This image…

I have lots of new babies in the basement…

Brussels.

Tomatoes.

Onions.

And new this year, broccoli rabe.

My christmas cactus is blooming again… What a nice surprise.

Happy Sunday Loves! I hope we all feel a bit more cheerful next time we meet.

I turned 36 since last we met… And what goes best with birthdays? Bloody Mary’s… and seven bottles of champagne. Thank you all for the celebration!

Friends are my favorite.

At 36, I still have only found three grey hairs (that I promptly pulled out). That really means nothing, but I can’t think of anything else to say about it.

It is going to be a great year…!

Thanks Lew!

Walks have been few and far between… The weather this winter has been cold, sucky and covered in salt.

I’m over it.

I want spring.

I wake up to the most beautiful light this time of year (when the sun comes out, that is).

Every morning when I head to work I am surrounded by ups trucks, we must leave at the same time. Makes me miss my brother… No matter where I am in the world, when I see a ups truck, I look to see if it’s him.

YAY!!!!!!

My idea of a perfect day…

I started my peppers and onions… Inside seed starting helps me fight my “black cloud”.

A little bit of sunshine in February.

This turkey was meant to be mine…

The Mr. had a boys day with his friends…

So we had a girls day. I love my girls.

Seed Bombs! If you see random sunflowers growing around Boston… I don’t know anything about it.

Outside my work…

I’M IN A GARDEN CLUB!!!!!

I went to my first meeting last week… I love all of them, truly the nicest group of ladies. They spend most of the time laughing. Gardening and happiness, best way to spend a morning.

They made me feel so welcome. I can’t wait for next month.

You sure are pretty, but I still hate you…

Black tea with cream, my new morning addiction.

Oysters in the city with friends… Twas a grand time!

I just love this picture…

I love seeing what others come up with while trying to use my camera, makes me laugh. In her defense it was dark and my lens was being a bit of a whore.

Corned beef and cabbage is coming!!!!

Happy International World Thinking Day, Loves! That means anyone around you is allowed to smack you for being an idiot.

It is also Walk the Dog Day… And she knows it, she is crawling all over me and laying on my keyboard.

Time to be done.

Happy Birthday to my very best friend…

You are so much of who I am… thank you for not being a dirt bag.

Love you more than words can say!

Words to live by…

Every time I feel myself slipping, I repeat these four words. Try it… It doesn’t have to be these words, find words that inspire you…

• Happy = content
• Healthy mind, healthy body.
• Wise…  Better yourself through knowledge and good judgement. (Quite the opposite of myself 15 years ago.)
• You never know what someone is up against, always try to make someone’s day better, not worse. Be kind.

So much goes through my head this time of year, I LOVE new beginnings… I am so excited for 2014!! Before that I have to close out 2013… I will start with brussels sprouts.

Be very jealous, they were fantastic! We had friends over for our now annual Thanksgiving left-over party. We decided it was a good time to share our last bit of garden. I’m just so excited to have grown them… from seed I might add!

My mom’s cranberry sauce ranks up there with sunshine. And makes me miss her like crazy!

Fire… Of course!

We stayed in the city for  my favorite holiday, St. Nick Day.  Chicago has nothing on downtown Boston. The wind whips around those buildings… pure misery. We have decided to save our weekends in the city to warmer months. It’s no fun if you can’t walk around. My husband is a saint for putting up with me when I’m hungry or cold. God save us all if those two ever happen at the same time.

However, inside was a blast!

The view from our room…

Honey! I’m home…

Jazz brunch at the Beehive….

I’ve been searching for these for-EVER! I remember making them when I was little. Fun times.

He is such a good sport…

Right after I took this picture, the cookie sheet popped and we had to re-do all of them. Son of a bitch… We got to make them twice… twice the fun.

While my princess took an unusually long stiffing break, I stood and listened to this little guy play Christmas carols. They played so soft the sound of my footsteps would have drowned them out. Lucky for me  my dog is sloooowwwwwww.

The last picture of my 1000 year old windows. We finally got them replaced… on one of the coldest days of the year. My poor husband froze his ass off while Wynn and I got to go to work. Love, love, love  New Hampshire for allowing dogs in salons.

Winter cilantro.

The only image from our Solstice party. It was a blast! Love our little group…

There is a crazy  four hour parade that winds through Lynn on Christmas Eve, lucky for us it goes down the street less than a minute from our house. So with hot chocolate in hand we headed to the festivities…. Perfect Christmas Eve.

The Mr. got homemade corned beef hash in his stocking…

My Christmas present (insert squeal of delight). Normally I don’t open Christmas presents before Christmas but J knew I would want to open it before. My mom gave me most of her record collection including all her Christmas music. I almost cry every time I play a record, they bring back so many childhood memories. I’m beyond thankful…

I got this ornament last summer while shopping with my oldest sister at one of our favorite antique places. Sadly it was our last trip, they’re closed now…

One of my favorite thrift store finds…

Baby cilantro.

My husband makes a mean lamb stew…

Snow day! Again…

She has missed this spot so much…  Even though it has been freaking cold pretty much every day, when the sun shines bright, I let her go hang on the porch.

She is my sunshine…

I know I’m very late in saying this,  but a very Merry Christmas  just the same, Loves!  AND Happy 2014,  I hope it’s the best one yet. It’s gonna be for us, I can feel it.

P.S. WordPress used to notify me when someone commented on a post, they do not do that anymore, so I don’t get your comments until I log in to write a new post. Please forgive me for responding late… Love to you ALL!!

Happy Thanksgiving Loves!!

I’m finishing up my turkey brine for the turkey I’m cooking tomorrow night. I do love turkey… and Thanksgiving, and friends coming to dinner.

I can’t say I’ve always been a thankful person, I used to be an unappreciative pain in the ass. I guess that’s part of being a youngest child. It certainly had nothing to do with my parents, they taught us well, it just took a while for their lessons to sink in.

I am most thankful for my parents, without them nothing else comes into play. Everything I am thankful for somehow stems from them, even if it’s in a very round about way. They made me a thankful person…

Some say it’s crap to only be thankful on Thanksgiving. I think most are thankful every day, they just voice it on Thanksgiving.

Here is my list:

• My husband thanks me at every meal.
• I get to have a garden.
• I have a job that makes people feel beautiful. I love hearing, “it’s perfect, it’s exactly what I wanted…” with a huge smile on their face.

• I get to go to bed when I’m tired and wake when I’m rested.
• I am healthy.
• I have access to good quality food.
• My husband and I like the same food.

• I have loving in-laws. When you marry an only boy with three sisters, things could get ugly… they never have.
• Right when I wrote the above, I got a message from my sister in-law “Happy Thanksgiving, miss and love you!”
• My mom taught me to cook.
• My parents still love each other.
• My siblings and how much we love each other.
• I get new windows in 18 days.
• I remember most of my dreams.

• Growing my very first pumpkin.
• This post keeps getting interrupted with texts from friends and family with messages of love and thankfulness.
• My family loves my husband.
• Photography came to me at just the right moment in my life. I still remember exactly where I was at that moment.
• I live in an area where the seasons are all equal.
• I grew the brussels sprouts I’m making tomorrow night.
• My friends.
• My education, and the people I met during.
• I get to talk to my mom all the time, and usually for no less than an hour.
• 16 nieces and nephews.
• I was fairly young when all my grandparents passed away, but my husband lets me borrow his grandma. She gave me this Christmas cactus, it’s blooming right now.

• After four years of my goldfish plant not blooming, I finally got a fish!

• My house and all my treasures.

My basement insulation…

These were my grandma Natalie’s…

For a year the women in my life scoured thrift stores for amber and  green glass for my wedding. I have it all over my house. I can see four different pieces from where I sit. They remind me of that beautiful September day, and those great ladies who helped make it so perfect.

I finally got my back porch, yard,  and garden tucked away for the winter. It was the most perfect late fall day. The light was amazing, not anything “beautiful” I don’t think most people would think it was anything special. It was thick and grey and clear, the colors were saturated and hazy at the same time. I know a picture is worth a 1000 words, but there was a feeling that went with it that couldn’t be captured with any lens. It was one of those moments you put your camera away and just soak it in.

My hand print from kindergarden. I did not like my kindergarden teacher, but I am thankful for this.

I am very strict on no Christmas before Thanksgiving… Actually, I don’t like Christmas between Halloween and the day after Thanksgiving. However, I always choose a Christmas wine charm at the Wags’,  I keep Christmas lights up year-round, and I buy vintage Christmas treasures whenever I see them.

Cheese! with a face full of cheese…

• This little girl is always happy to see me when I come home, even if I’ve only been gone ten minutes.

My Mr. and two of his more ambitious friends did the Spartan Race at Fenway… He dislocated his toe right out of the gate, had Rudy pop it back in and finished the race, he is such a badass.

A very happy day of turkey dinner,  family, and thankfulness Loves! I’m off to make pie.

• Pie.

I find a GQ picture of James Franco to be completly acceptable to wrap a two year old’s birthday present… We got her wine last year.

This blog is going to be totally lame. I got nothin’ loves.

I will tell you 15 things about myself to make up for my lack of bloggedness: (I feel like an eight year old trying to entertain the crowd because her dad is passed out drunk.)

1. Every year I put out every single Christmas ornament and decoration I own. If I was a Christmas ornament, and Christmas was the only time I got to shine and someone left me in the box, I’d be very sad.
2. It makes me lose my mind when people let the water run while doing dishes.
3. One of my very earliest memories is my mother giving me a bath outside in a metal tub.
4. My two smartest decisions ever: going to photography school, and marrying  Mr. C.
5. I will never retire.
6. I keep Christmas lights up year-round.
7. I am now a morning person after being a night owl my whole life.
8. My mom listened to classical music while she was pregnant with me. It is still one of my favorite types of music.
9. I’m nearly always cold. (like now)
10. I hate to exercise… except yoga.
11. I have to sleep covered, even when it’s hot.
12. When I make a wish, it’s almost always the same one.
13. I want to be a farmer when I grow up.
14. I’m most thankful that both my and J’s families are full of kind, loving people.
15. If I could have any job in the world it would be working with really old photographs and negatives at some big ol’ museum.

Please make my day and tell me at least one thing about you that I don’t know…

I miss your face…

Trick or Treat!

These were my favorite Halloween candy when I was little. My sister would trade me all her milky ways for my snickers… I miss her.

My favorites…

The last of this years hot peppers…

“Oh you need to hard boil your eggs in the oven, it’s so much easier.”

Ok, I’ll give it a try…

So, I go to this site that gives you the specifics. My first clue that this would not end well was the lady complaining how hard it was to fill a pot of water, bla bla bla, really? Since when is it a pain in the ass to fill a pot of water? She sounded like a bad infomercial… Anyway, 325 for 30 minutes, it’s that easy. Bullshit. My eggs were overcooked on one side and had a slimy raw spot on the other, and would not peel. I don’t know why I felt compelled to do this being my mom taught me how to hard boil eggs forever ago and they come out perfect…

• Place eggs in boiling water (even new eggs) for 11-15 minutes (depending on the amount of eggs).
• Take them off the heat, drain the hot water out and keep replacing it with cold water until the water stays cold. You might get a cracked one here and there,  just eat that one first.

Oven eggs suck.

There you go Loves…  Now go clean out your refrigerator, or give to someone in need…

Good morning my lovelies… It will no longer be morning when you read this, but it’s a beautiful New England morning at this moment.

The last of the summer blooms…

It’s kind of a trip living in an area where it rains in the fall.

My very last pansy bloom.

Goodbye heat, don’t let the door hit you in the ass.

My brussels are tiny but still alive, which is more than I could have hoped for. They looked pretty sad in the early summer heat… They will be enjoyed with our turkey dinner.

Have I mentioned I’ve banned negativity from my life…? No matter how I feel, I refuse to be negative. I have a couple slip-ups from time to time but I just go to my happy thought (my mom) and it goes away.

Mr. C’s crab cakes were pretty amazing…

My carrots are beautiful… I’m leaving them in the ground as long as I can, pulling them only when needed. I heard they’re pretty hardy and can stand the cold, we will see.

I have one habanero plant, I am thankful I didn’t plant two. It is going crazy! I already have too many…

My first mum bloom of the season, all my plants are transplants from other areas of my yard. They all seem happy in their new homes…

This little guy was suppose to be an annual. (I planted these last year.) He decided to come back for another year, I’m so happy he did.

Last of the watermelons… We ended up with ten from two plants, not a bad haul for my first year.

I am a canning machine! Applesauce and apple butter being my thing last two weeks. I loved the applesauce so much I went back for two more pecks.

We made steel cut oats in the crock pot, I highly recommend.

• 1 c oats
• 4 c water
• 1/2 t salt

Throw in the crock pot for 6-8 hrs… wa-la!

Makes 4 cups  (it reheats nicely). Divide recipe down if needed.

We have a quart and a half mini crock pot, but the recipe says you can put it in a normal sized one. If you divide the recipe down, I think it may cook too fast in a large pot, so reduce the time.

My new ride… Perfect for a photographer with ADD.

Our last minute meals would rival most people’s planned…

We do this… I love living by the ocean.

I wrote a huge, long paragraph about why I dislike entities that fool people into thinking that certain things are good for them, (when they are not) only for profit. It sounded very negative and a little conspiracy theroy-ish (not that it isn’t true). So I will simply say, I went to a color class…

I had to go to my happy thought… twice.

Ahhhh, and we arrive at our anniversary weekend…. Another happy place, and there’s German wine there. Score!

We stayed here…

Our stay just happened to land on the fall equinox, (to which it was named) Serendipitous to say the least.

It truly was the most fantastic weekend. 

There were huge black and whites from the early years all over the hotel… Could you just die! So amazing!!!

Early morning stroll before yoga… All the sidewalks around there are made of marble. Sure beats our ugly. as. shit asphalt sidewalks in Lynn. (That was not negativity, that is the truth.)

View from our room… Mountains (close enough) I’ve missed you.

We ate here…

Dinner was AMAZING!! The Mr. chose wisely…

Wedding clothes still look great…

Dessert… Ironically made by NECCO (New England Confectionery Company (I don’t know what the O stands for)) which we drive by all the time at home….

View with breakfast…

A bit of Vermont fall…

LOVE THIS!! We passed it on the way…

Yeah, I have no idea either…

And back home again…

I looked outside and saw this lovely glowing in the morning sun.

Shortly after we got home, I was laying on the couch late at night and got this thought in my head, I hadn’t seen my big camera in awhile (I have two, the old one is my little and the new one is my big). I took only the little on our trip. So I looked in all the usual spots, then I looked in the not-so usual spots… Then I freaked out. I started sweating and my heart was pounding out of my chest. I did a few more laps around the house. Shit, shit, SHIT! Did I leave it at work? I could drive to Exeter in the middle of the night because if I don’t find it, I won’t sleep anyway. Did I leave it on top of my car and drive off?  My present self has absolutely no confidence in my past self. Why in the hell would I put in on the top of my car?? I have never in my life done that. And I wouldn’t leave it at work, I don’t just leave it places, I always have it so I don’t leave it (if that makes any sense at all). Did I leave it outside? Again, why would I do that? I headed outside anyway, in my robe and uggs. It was a lovely site let me tell you… I proceeded to search around my side yard in the dark for a black camera. Of course my neighbor picks that time to come home, maybe she won’t see me. Nope, she looked right at me. Oh well, another neighbor that thinks I’m a wacko.  I headed back in the house wondering how I’m going to come up with a very large chunk of change for another big camera. At this point I’m near a stroke. My husband is now awake because I am the opposite quiet, he could tell I was about to pop a vein. One more lap around the house… and over to a basket where I keep my reusable produce bags. I look inside while I’m remembering that’s where I hid the little bastard before I left on our trip. I hide things when I leave, I have external hard drives stashed all over the house. How on earth did I forget I did that…? Right when I found it I looked up at the clock,11:11.

Moral of the story… remember you’re neurotic.

Wynn in her sunny spot…

The Mr. came and had a spa day… And yes, you can have dogs in salons in New Hampshire:)

Fall is officially at my house…

Year 2 pumpkin from the MIT Pumpkin Patch…

And one for a gift… Because you can’t just settle on one.

Then off to The Sauce Party…

I just love her…

Of course I chose the Christmas charm…

Happy American Touch Tag Day Loves! Make it count;)

I married my Mr. Right.

Thank you for constantly showing me how lucky I am to have you on this journey with me.

We celebrated our anniversary this past weekend in Vermont,  twas a magical weekend. More on that soon…

Happy day of our marriage Loves!